I had a super good friend years back and we had the plans to carry our friendship to as far as possible. And I thought it could very well last me a lifetime and I guess i'm still right regarding that. I happened to think about her all of a sudden lately and man.. I could have cried. I miss her... So damn much.
This special girl in my life.. Nadine Wong Yu Zhen. We were friends since more than a decade back and we are still friends. Probably not super close anymore cos we were separated ever since we entered different secondary schools and now she's in Nanyang JC while i'm in NgeeAnn Poly but I have the faith that if we were to give ourselves enough time to get close to each other again, we will be able to find the level of comfort that we once had. All over again.
She's such an awesome girl and I feel more than just blessed to have her in my life. She was there with me when I was all alone, being the supposedly anti social and shy me when I was young. We used to fight a lot when we were like super young in kindergarten and we often had the "I don't want to friend you alr luh" coming from us but we always managed to make it up. Probably I knew that there was no way that I could lose this person as a friend. Back in primary school, she always stood up for me and was there for me when I cried or when other people bullied me. She was there for me all the time and I felt that the kind of friendship and the level of dependance we had for each other was really pure and I miss it. I miss the feeling of being protected by her and knowing that I would be safe cos she'd be there to fend off bullies and she'd be there to wipe my tears away.
Nadine never despise me cos I wasn't pretty. And she didn't change even after becoming a prefect in primary school. She was the first person to accept me for who I am and in the purest and most innocent manner, became my friend and stood by me. She had lunch with me despite having prefects' duties after recess and had to rush off. There are just way too many things that she'd done for me and I know that I should start contacting her soon. It's been a pretty long time since we've last saw each other and I feel the awkwardness setting in. But i'm really not afraid. I know we'd be back tgt again for sure.
She mean a ton to me. And I genuinely miss her alot. She's the perfect angel in my life. Someone that didn't judge me for what I looked like. Mushroom head or not. Face cui like anything and she's still fine with it. She used to know EVERYTHING about me and now, 15 years into the future, I want to know everything that I possibly can know, about her current life. I want to protect her, and feel protected by her again. I want to make the friendship last truly a lifetime.
Sometimes I wished that we had chosen the exact same route. We'd probably still be super close right now. But then again, being apart for such a long time made me realised her importance to me and I appreciate it too. She is important.
And other than her, I feel like, and i'm proud to say that there are a few more ppl in my life at this current moment that shares a certain level of importance to me too. :)
So indeed. I am a really lucky girl after all.
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