Rainy night, long bus ride, soft music. Everything is nudging at me, hinting that its a good time to reflect about life. LOL Not really. Just anything under the stars actually. Hehe.
Thinking about how's life lately. Feels pretty good it seems. No longer afraid to be alone at home because thoughts don't run wild anymore. Well at least its not all emo nemo like what it used to be. Still get some meh days but overall it feels good. Have been wondering how long has it been since I last felt happiness from inside out. Don't know why I was so persistent about something that didn't make me happy anymore and hurt myself more than I already was. Well I guess sometimes you get confused about the things you do, the choices you make. And this confusion causes some sort of consequences every time. Without fail. It just depends on how light or heavy the consequences are. Sometimes little, sometimes a hell lot of sacrifices. And for the past choices that i've made, i've paid a price for it. Not sure if things are gonna get better from here but life's definitely good right now. Things happen and you come back up stronger, you feel okay again. But whatever it is, what's left behind stays behind. No point arguing about what the facts really are. Reality is that choices and sacrifices are made and the outcome wasn't really the best but you come out of it stronger than ever, lesson learned, a better life awaits. :)
"If you would believe
Believe in the world
A vision of love
And the strength inside your heart
You'll find a way"
xoxo
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