ME WITH AN UPDATE #02

Hehehe I am definitely having more photos than what I usually had on this space cos i've recently changed my phone and am now an i phone user. The camera and 3G that I now have, allows me to take lots of pictures and with the help of a blogger app, I can now easily draft out my weekly updates and add in the pictures from my phone which makes everything SO convenient. I don't even have to connect my lappy to my phone to retrieve my pictures like what I used to do anymore. :) 

So, another week has passed~ Which also means exams are even nearer than it already is.. TT But nonetheless, life goes on and time waits for nobody! Had yet another awesome week and it was FAAAAAAAAAAAAAABULOUS. :D 

Had my networking assessment on monday and I think I did like REALLY bad. LOL. I just can't seem to open my mouth and talk of something sensible. :P But oh well~ that's over already. ^^ Awesome people that I got to know in my business image and etiquette class! <3

And then I met jiexuan on thursday for dinner at Bukit Panjang Plaza cos I skipped training for those reports that I have yet to finish. Satisfied my Banmian craving at Kopitiam, budget meal cos we were both broke, and had a little indulgence with my mcflurry~ 

Anw, i've just been eating way way too much lately. Almost like i'm on a binge already. Can somebody stop me from craving these good foods???

Hais. Bye for now! :)

ME WITH AN UPDATE #01 (LAST WEEK)

Just a little update. :) 

Life has been the way it always had been for me. Nothing too dramatic, nothing too fancy. But good or bad, i appreciate it all the same. Not going to dwell on the bad side of life so this shall be a happy post. :) 

Just a few days ago my friends took my phone and spammed pictures of me talking and eating over lunch at SIM canteen. (I think is weitian HAHA) It was candid shots but these few that i particularly liked was spared from my cruel deletion cos i liked how they reflected my happiness from within.:) 

And on that very same day i met up with Chuning after what seems like a really long time. It was more than mere fun being able to see people that i have not seen for ages, coming back into my life again. :) We went for dinner at JEM and had Sogurt after that. IT WAS SO FREAKING GOOD. Red velvet flavour was awesome. ❤

Had a chance to catch a movie after meeting Chuning. And I watched Pacific Rim with Jinsen, Shaojun, Yanyou, Nicole and Joy at Jcube and again it was awesome. My eyes were stucked to the screen all the while cos it was simply just SO good. Kind of gross in a good way too. Hahaha. 

Life does have a lot to give to you if only you don't shortchange yourself any of the good things that happens in your life. :) 

If people say good times don't last, then bad times won't either. 

❤

FAITH

I've always had a lot of faith in the human race. I have a certain expectation of what I personally would hope to see of in the relationships of the people around me, including myself of course. 

The best case scenario would always be that people can live in harmony and be free of hatred. When i say live in harmony, i don't only mean harmonious on the outside only. People should always be harmonious even from the inside. Which therefore means that people do not go around treating everybody well but hating on the others deep down inside. This is way way too hypocritical i feel. But then again, i know its something really hard to accomplish given the fact that humans are such emotional creatures and we experience way way too much emotions, good and bad. I'm not going to lie. I do have difficulty doing that sometimes. Furthermore, there is only a thin line of difference between being hypocritical and being "mature" in a sense. 

People say being so called "mature" is to treat people well and not bring in personal emotions into place. Or maybe thats valid only in the workplace i don't know. What do you think? 

Anyway, the current kind of society "feel" is definitely not the best that we can expect of. There's too much "politics" in the workplace and even as early as in school. I do not appreciate this kind of relationship between people. Sometimes it makes me feel utterly disgusted that we humans are so hypocritical. Including myself of course. 

How good would it be if this world minus the existance of hatred? Hating and disliking someone is so tiring and it puts negative thoughts into us. How good would it be if only love and happiness existed in this world? 

However so, i really dislike it when ppl tell me that i expect too much and that this is the way our society is. Instead of trying to change the way things are at the moment, i should just accept it as it is. But i thought you only accept things that you are unable to change? I haven't actually try and why should i give up just then?? But then again i know where they are coming from. I can sometimes be too much of an obsessive person when it comes to perfecting certain things. I may think this way abt things probably cos, like i've said, i have a lot of faith that there is more good in the human race than just like that. I'm not even sure if i've side tracked while typing my thoughts out. Maybe I did. Maybe I don't make sense. Maybe I think too highly of humanity and expect too much out of everyone. But I just want to try.. I want to try and make a difference if its possible, to really change the way things are at the moment. But then again, not saying that I haven't seen anything good about humanity of course. Just that it can definitely still be better. There's always room for improvements isn't it? 

This is a really random post that i'm not sure why i typed it out. It was not planned but i guess my frustration regarding this issue is built up over time and i needed to let it out somewhere. Definitely hope i'm making sense here.. Maybe i expect too much out of this society, and myself even but then its really very depressing to know that this is how our world is like. Sometimes even so tired to try to work with people and communicate. 

And that sucks.

《说好的幸福呢》 -- 他决定停留了，不再醒来

“爱过了，错过了，丢失了，原谅了，终于又找到了他的爱情。这雨，洗刷了所有灵魂的污垢，终将还他一颗干净的心。”

终于读完了《说好的幸福呢》。深深地被感动，也感到无比的心寒，与遗憾。

大学时候，立冬为了钱与利益决定离开自己爱的人。他是那么坚定自己可以过着没有她的日子。可在几年后，当他从新再与她相遇，其实从未断过的爱又再次源源不绝，涌上心头。

一切却来不及了。当年她被伤得很深，从那时之后便努力把自己的心封闭起来。在一次的相遇便是触景伤情，那么撕心裂肺的痛。她那么努力地将立冬推开，可是自己的心却是那么的不听话。。

立冬病危之时，她终于敞开心房。立冬庆幸自己短暂生命结束之际还能得到原谅，从新找回遗失了多年的那份爱。遗憾的是，自己再无法给予她幸福。终究与她与世隔绝。

为何总要等到即将失去的时候才懂得珍惜？这有多么遗憾？得到了原谅却得不到继续爱她的资格。金钱与利益生不带来，死不带去。为何又值得人们放弃挚爱的人，事，物，来换取呢？

我为故事里的人物感到遗憾。遗憾这份爱无法延续下去，遗憾两人阴阳相隔，想爱却不能爱。。

是再续这段爱情，还是再爱上另一个人？

原来我要的幸福，只能由你一个人给予；即使爱上其他人，那也不过是其他人。

请抓紧身边爱你，你爱的人。不要有任何遗憾。

《说好的幸福呢》-- 有时候，宁愿选择留恋不放手

“他渐渐体会到，思念一个人的时候，就应该安静的思念，只有这样，心才能毫无束缚的到达自由的爱情彼岸。”

“也许，人的转变只在一念之间吧。又也许，每个人心底都有最真的自己，在恰当的时机，这个自己就会破茧而出。”

不经意间

虽然不是在叫你，可是没想到听到别人口中叫出和你同名的人会让我有那一丁点的反应。在别人眼里是那么的明确，自己却万万没料到。一切是那么的不经意。

《说好的幸福呢》--我温柔的心啊，请试着去忘记

“这样的相遇，每时每刻都可能发生，发生了，也许只是命运的偶然，可这偶然中是否也蕴含着上苍赋予的必然呢？”

最近

最近好累。 笑容不能掩盖那种疲惫。 

BEAR WITH IT

But no i'm not going to be clingy.