Okay this week had been an incredible week and how I wish time hadn't passed that quickly. It was an overwhelming week that I really enjoyed and i'm grateful for. I turned legal 18 this week, on the 8th of August, Thursday. I had an absolutely great time hanging out with the people that matters most to me and of course with my family as well. I am indeed a blessed girl and I really appreciate all that I had, have and will have. <3
This blogpost definitely has ALOT of love.<3
Earlier this week, I met up with jiexuan to study and to try out the chicken rice from Jurong East that he had been raving about non stop and it was indeed worth the attention and the trip wasn't wasted AT ALL. The chicken rice was SO fragrant that you can eat the rice without the chicken and you'll be satisfied.
And then, not forgetting the duck rice from Westmall's koufu. Seriously, go to Westmall and try out the duck rice. I love the rice and the chilli and the eggs and the meat and whatever, its just everything luh. GO AND EAT!
Last but not least, we had Mcflurry after dinner cos I gave in to jiexuan's temptations hais.. Everytime tempt me! Oh well~ I enjoyed it anyway~
That food hunting day was amazing and cravings were all satisfied! :D
One of the last few pictures I have of myself when I was still 17 years old. I'm assuming that there will be a visible difference between 17 and 18 years old so I took pictures hoping to compare a little. LOL
On the 6th August, had a little surprise arranged by Kaeli and Jiayun, 2 amazing girls that still stands by me after that very day that we met in Fuhua Secondary, 5 years ago. Really went though alot of trouble to prepare for the surprise and I had a shock honestly. It was such an amazing feeling and I felt so loved and cherished that night. It wasn't the cake or the gifts that really mattered. As cliche as it sounds but it was really very heartwarming to know that they still remembered and the took the effort to celebrate my legal 18th with me. I love them alot. I really do.<3
This group of people, the angels of my life, who made a twist to what my life would have been if I hadn't chanced upon the opportunity to get to know them. They added colours to my poly life and changed the way I interacted with other people. It was this group of people that made me enjoy my poly life despite school being really tough. I don't know how I can express my deepest and most heartfelt gratitude for their presence and love for me and for who I am. I was really lucky to be able to embark on a whole new and different journey together with them and I really hope that even as time goes by, we will still be blessed with the bond that brought us all together right at the start. I love you all reform party.<3 Appreciated all that they have done for me and for accepting me when I was so hard to be with and when I was at my lowest.<3
They helped me celebrate my legal 18th on the 7th August and we had korean BBQ at Junction 10 after school. They surprised me with a pretty cake and a card. :') Oh and Joy, not forgetting that I LOVED bananas, bought me a banana and banana milk as a gift. Hehehe. Loved it! I'm definitely somebody that enjoys the feeling of being remembered. Especially when people remembers tiny things about me. Thanks joy! <3
Anw, really luh. I love them all. And when I say I do, I really do. <3
Xiaoqi! My lost and found buddy as I would like to call it. Hehe. We kind of lost contact like 4 years ago because we went to different secondary schools after PSLE and we didn't really interacted in our first year in poly for some weird reasons that i'm assuming that we both don't really understand either. But we got closer recently and are really good friends now.<3
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About 6 years ago or so, I made this little time capsule thinggy with an important childhood friend and we each held onto one. This little bottle contained a short message that she wrote for me. Our deal then was to open up the bottle only when we turn 18. It signifies our friendship and now that i'm 18, I can finally open up to see what she wrote for me back then. It was a pity that we couldn't attend secondary education together in the same school but i'm more than happy to know that we are still in contact even though our lives are vastly different now. 16 years of friendship and still counting.<3
Hehehe failed study date with meixin at jiexuan house.:P
Not forgetting, the most special boy in my life, that played along with Kaeli and Jiayun's plan to surprise me and didn't utter a single word when I maligned him for something that he hadn't exactly done. Made me feel so guilty but touched after that. :') Brought me to watch The Conjuring on my birthday. Hahaha. Yes. A horror film. Scared me pretty badly but I liked the film nonetheless. The story line was pretty good and I would give it a 4 out of 5. :) Watch the review here! They can definitely give a better description than I do. :) The Conjuring review (WatchUsLiveAndStuff by Anthony & Kalel)
Anw, it was a really simple night out and we didn't even have dinner that night. The movie ended later than what we thought initially and it was pretty late by then so we went straight home after watching The Conjuring. Despite it being really simple, I totally enjoyed my time that night. Once again, here comes the cliche part~ Hahaha.
Never would I thought that he would mean so much to me. And because of what I feared, I didn't quite dare to expect too much out of anything. Which I guess is partly the reason why I managed to learn and deal with a lot of things. We started out as strangers. Never would I thought that we would be where we are today. Well at least it was what I thought way back then. Through these past 8 months, my insecurities popped by time and again. Sometimes I let it take over me, sometimes I managed to stop it in its tracks. But when I failed, he would be the one who give me the confidence and courage to believe, the reason why we are where we are today. He is definitely not the most perfect individual that i've ever came across. Neither is he the most sensitive either. We have loads of things that we disagree on and we are very different individuals. But among all these imperfections and differences, I found the reason to accept and love this very person. Every time we held hands and every embrace makes me feel like I never want to let go of this person. And I genuinely feel that I have learned a lot about myself being with him. I feel like i'm not as critical of a person as I was initially. Its really hard to explain my thoughts in words now but yes, my mentality is definitely way better than what it was before.
I thank God for letting us meet and i'm genuinely grateful and just overwhelmed with what I have at the moment.
My mum bought me a huge Macaroon from Au Chocolat for my birthday and it was awesome.<3
Okay so this is a pretty emotional and personal blogspot that i've done in a while. I swear I am trying so hard to find the right words to express myself properly, in the most accurate manner ever but I honestly haven't been writing alot these past two years or so and I deteriorated alot in english. Partly also cos i've always believed that words can't exactly express what we feel on the inside. But trust me. I love all these people in my life, my friends, my family. I feel blessed and I can't thank them all enough for the love and support that they've given me all these while.
Oh ya, Happy Birthday Singapore. To the success from the past till now and the future. :)
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